Ever wondered, why you did so much things and put in so much effort, you don't really get appreciated?
does love really work this way? i know i said i wouldn't mind giving and not taking, i'm still sticking with that. but it's inevitable that one would still feel the disappointment no matter what...
ytd i tried to sleep earlier and tried to wake up today to give her a surprise. she said she doesn't know how to go to her event place, so i researched and found a route for her that does not require her to walk under the sun nor get drenched by rain. i was worried that she would not know where to alight so i decided to give her a surprise by finding her at the bus interchange.
i even thought of what to tell her and her friend, in case her friend asked why am i doing here. i was soo looking forward to seeing her... it's been days since i last seen her ): i even brought an umbrella along, coz it's raining at hougang...
but who knows, all of a sudden, everything's gone, just like that.
i should be more understanding yes, that's why i didn't tell her all these... i really hope she would understand every single thing i do and open her heart up to me. i really wish for sth to happen for us (: i'm soo looking forward to have her by my side for the rest of my life (:
No Matter What Marilyn, I LOVE YOU. (:
♥ 2:10 PM